*konan walks down a dark path as tears roll down her face as she thinks about how she has distroyed two people that were dear to her*
"she thinks out loud to herself*
I have distroyed my son's mind and broke sesshomaru's heart and pein has lost all trust in me.
*tears begain to stream down her face as she thought how she has broken so many as she continues to think to herself out loud*
koto's mentalty is gone, sesshomaru is haustle to me even though he said he would always be my friend and love me no matter what but he lyed to me.
I hate this!!
I wish I could just die.
mabe I'm not ment for love just like being a mother is not ment for me eather.
who would save me anyway.
I betray the trust of two people and have forever lost my son.
*she looks up to the sky as it starts to get dark and she notices its cresent moon shinning in the sky and her heart shatters into a million peices as she closes her eyes tightly as tears pour down her face*
maybe its best if I just let everything go and forget forever and to let go of everyone! I don't deserve to live!
I can't with this brokeness I feel in my heart!!!
*she pulls a seet of paper and transforms it into a kunai and stops by a big hollow old dead slumped tree as she stairs at the cresen moon. she raises her hand with kunai in her hand*
I'm sorry everyone!
*she thrust the kunai into her adamin as a few tears streamed down her face as she slumped to the ground slowly bleed to death*
maybe this time I'm making the right desicion by diying. no one needs me its its better this way.
ooc: this about the other naruto RPG site. it made me blue about it!! I know weried but ohh well.